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Sunday, January 10, 2010

New Decade Resolutions

I hate the idea of a New Years Resolution. I believe that If we feel the need to make a change in our life, we should just go for it. We don't need a special day to tell us when to start nor do we need to feel guilty when we fail to follow or resolution guidelines. If anything I have goal for the next decade. It's somewhat cheating, but at least I know my probability of failing is far lower than If I only had a year to accomplish my life goals. 
First of all, I want to have a more active social life. I've been known to hermit myself away in my house for day and weeks on end with little to no outside contact. That NEDDS TO CHANGE. I promise to make an even greater effort than I think is necessary to spend time with the people I care about an go out of my way to meet and converse with people I feel I could care about. I could easily make a list of people right now, but the truth is that all could change within the next decade. 
Secondly, I want to learn more about geeky things. Like video games, movie making, photo editing, things having to do with gadgets. I know this is super lame, but that stuff really interests me an I like being knowledgeable about obscure stuff.
Third on my list is to fall in love for reals with someone who will stick around for more than two months. Preferably for the rest of my life, but I can handle maybe a year or so. I just wanna love an be loved in return. Have someone I can give all this gushy stuff thats inside of me too. Super lame riiiight. 
Fourth, I wanna party and kiss more people and have fun. I am just coming into this whole new world of alcohol and kissing when I feel like it. Its extremely nice and I would like to do it more often. Liquid Courage. Depressing goal and sound like the beginning to a bad drinking problem, but whatev. 

This is the end. I may have more, but Liquid Courage has left its make on me an I am in need to sleep badly.