Things arn't quite like how they used to be.

This feeling is definitely not regret.
But what is it?
Is it complacency?
I doubt it is me going numb, but you never know.
I don't even know what I should say or if i even have anything to say about it.
Maybe that's good.
My head just expects me to go into analyzing mode, and take last night apart piece by piece.
But I don't want to. I want to let it be.
Relish in the fact that there is no need to analyze my two am rendezvous.
Thanks for not wanting to text.
Be happy, which I definitely, one hundred percent am, for the fortunate mood I, and he, happened to be in.
The one thing I know I do need to be on my guard about is how i act.
Because I have never been in this situation before, I have no clue on what to say or do afterwards.
I didn't text first, so that's a plus.
But I know my mind will wander further into the possibilities than his will.
Or at least that's what I think.
This will be a lesson in letting things slide and going fully with the flow, and not analyzing every move and word into oblivion.
This is new.
This is Crazy.